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AMAZING NIGHT. [11 Jan 2006|07:13pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Okay well this is REALLY late, but hey thats okay.
this happend on January 3rd 2006.

mhm. PERFECT way to begin this year. :]

anyways.

Alrighht, well in Aurora we went to this concert. and we originally went to see For Your Eyes Only [good band btw]

Well anyways we got there REALLY early, so we kinda walked up and down the halls. and like the guy at the table where you pay for the 'ticket' was like telling us to come over, but we were stalling. well then we called Karen and she came. [Here's an easier way to describe the night.]

1. We saw a few amazing bands. [Drop Dead, Gorgeous, The Killer Apathy, For Your Eyes Only, and Four Letter Lie]

2. I ended up finding a new favorite band. :]]]]]] The Killer Apathy...they are AMAZING.

3. I met the most AMAZING human being on the face of the planet. Garret Rapp. No I am not a stalker, but I swear he made me believe in love at first site. I have never met another person so SWEET, and nice and dsgjdsag;'ldsa. i dont know, he is amazing. like beyond...ahhh okay i REALLY gotta stop. Anyways Garret's the singer of The Killer Apathy...wow. He is amazing. ahh. i seriouly can hardly find words to describe him...okay im done. [btw he has a GF...:[[[ it sucks...to me, it looks as if she might like billie joe armstrong more than him, i dont think she realizes what she has..i envy her.]]

4. I got a hug from the most amazing being EVER. and it wasnt a shitty one, i went up to him, and after he signed my CD i asked...WOW. okay. it was a good hug, i actually leaned my head on his chest..like a cuddle. hehe..:] god i love that guy. it sounds so bad to say it, but i do.

5. We hung out with The Killer Apathy a lot of the time.

6. Aimee danced in front of eveyrone...HAHA. it was AMAZING. i give her a lot of credit for that. she had that disco ball jacket on, and Garret liked it, so he told her to dance and eveyrone was chanting her name. it was amazing.

7. Garret sang to me......................... alot. whoaaa baby. i didnt like know what to do...he got LITARLLY 1 inch from my face...omg, i just wanted to hug him. he is soo perfecttttttt.

8. He made me feel REALLY good about myself...like he was more towards us the whole time than all the slutty chicks there...and that made me feel like amazing. he made me feel so much better, and he made my night perfect.

Well that's about all I can think of...hm. It was an amazing night..if you want to know more, just ask.

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blehhh :((((( [02 Jan 2006|09:14pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Panic! At the Disco ]

NOOOOOOOOOO. tommorrow we have school.

things to worry about:

-FINALS..
-Getting the Fall Out Boy concert tickets, and the Panic! at the disco tickets.
-Making sure i can get rides to both...
-bleh

okay i dont really feel like tlaking right now. so bleh.

oh yeah i have a xanga too know. so bleh its ummmm kiss_andtellxo

alright bye

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concertttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt [24 Dec 2005|11:06pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Panic! At the Disco ]

COPIED FROM MY MYSPACE BLOG::::

AHHH okay. well on Dec. 18th, sara and i went to see fall out boy, all american rejects and coheed and cambria at the aragon in chicago for the twisted 12 concert sponsered by Q101.

okay so yeah. we left the house at like 3:30 sharp. and got in the limo. [my parents were too lazy to take us themselves] okay so yeah. i was all excited and pumped. so the car ride was like 46375475 hours long.............HELL. omg. i just wanted to get there. and they kept talking about it on the rradio . well we finally see the aragon sign, and sara and i are shaking like crazy. so im like YES!!!! but all of a sudden our driver is like, okay we are gonna stop in burger king, cuz i gotta pee. so we are like. AHHH but we both had to go too, so it was alright. hahah. so we finally left. YES! okay then we get there and go right in. and like im shaking like crazy. and we walk up, get these kickass Q101 gloves and make our way to the dance floor. so YAY. we are here. so we walk around and finally find a place to stand. first was the all-american rejects, which sounded amazing. then like a 10 min. interlude. then coheed....BORING. no offence. but i didnt like them. then like a 30 min interlude.....UGH. that too FOREEVER. then lastly FALLL OUT BOYYYY. okay so to make this easier here were the bad things about it, and the good things about it.

BAD THINGS

1. during the whollleeee fucking time. we had to have two mothers, with there stupid teeny kids.....UGH. one was drunk and the other smelled of B.O. UGHHHHH HORRIBLE. and like they wouldnt let anyone by. i mean ANYONE. and like it was sooooo stupid.

2. BO's daughter was leaning on me and sara, so sara told the girl behind her that the girl had the nerve to lean on us, to where if we backed up she wouldd litarlly fall. so the girl was like 'i can help' and shoved sara into the girl, and BO got alllll pissed LMAO. it was funny. i loved it. [[if that girl ever reads this, THANK YOU SOOO MUCH, you kick major ass.

3. DRUNK MOM had her ass sticking right in front of me during the first two bands.....ewww. and her stupid daughter was like 8..and ugly and stupid. and little. and gross. and fhfdfdhfdhfdshds. ugh you get it.

4. a girl spilled beer on me...

5. after the concert, we had to run out to borders down and across the street in the effing cold, frozen to death. and i tripped up the stairs and stubbed my fingerrr. owwch. it hurt....

BUT IT WAS ALLLL WORTH IT

HIGHLIGHTTTSSS::

1. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY. i saw fall out boy, the best dudes EVER. ahh they kick major ass. i love them sooo much and they need to know that. I LOVEEE THEM.

2. during the 30 mins, we got passed the moms and were one row behind the barrier. WE WERE CLOSE TO FALL OUT BOYYY. Hhehehehe.

3. I sweated sooo much that my hair litarlly froze when i went outsideeee and i couldnt put my hood up. hahah.

4. i rocked out wiht fall out boy, and never QUIT. NEVEr. i kept jumpingggg. and singing. and screaming...eee

5. we were closeee. ..REALLY close. we also saw claudio standing on the opposite balcony during AAR. and then we saw the lead singer of AAR standing in the balcony right by us....wow. hahha and a guitar player..whom decided to make out with his gf...:|

6. sara got some amazing videos. that we hope to put on our myspace's soon. when youtube starts working again. hehehehe

7. they played yule shoot your eye out, which i asked pete to play soooo many times. hehehe

8. dirty and korean tom cruise were there, dirty was in a penguin suit, heheheh and danced

9. joseph grabbed dirty's balls. AAMZING. dsgdsag

10. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST. THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER....okay. well everytime joe came over to my side, i was the only chick to scream at him. hehehehe. so i was like standing there..and holding my hand out, practicly dying. and he leaned in with his mouth opened and smiling and WINKED. AT ME. ME. omgggggggggggggg. AHHHH. i died. litarlly. and like...i knew he looked at me cuz i litarlly lost every organ in my body outta my mouth, and i probably had the BIGGEST women orgasm EVER. i mean omgggg. it was like the best feeling EVER. [okay im done, im going all teeny on ya. but...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

11.. and of course that one thing, heheheheheheh viva knows what im talking abouttt..

WOWWWWW. it was a greattt night. i will NEVER forget itttt EVEr. best day of my wholeeeeeeeeeeee life. AHH. better than mcr concert and warped. no offense. but it was amazingggggg. beyond amazing. omggg. okay. well i think i covered most of it

EEE tomorrow is x-mas. MY IPOD FINALLY. hehe oaky yeah so leave me some comments. :DDDD

MERRY CHRISTMAS, I COULD CARE LESS. heheh fall out boy. love themmmmmmmmm

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aHHH [08 Dec 2005|03:44pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | cradle of filth ]

edit:
OAKY HERE WE GOOO.

okay. well its thursday! YESSSS. finally. tomorrow is friday. to bad i have a freaky ass test tomorrow.

we took this survey today. HHAA. and it asked how many times you had sex...so i put 4 or more. and then it asked all of these other questions like did you use protection. im like NO. condoms make it all the more not real. hhahaha. it was great.

ummmmmmmmmmmmmm. maybe we'll get a snow day tomorrow. that would be nice. okay. and then im thinking of dying my hair...like with dark red highlights...over the black.and get it cut again. like i did before. cuz that was nice. ummmmmmmmmmmmm. fob concert it soon.
yay.

sara just got back from away.
i have a few things to do with the galleries on muh jon abrahams website. well just for the gallery. the site is pretty good for now.
http://jonabrahams.proboards44.com < cheak him out. he rocks.

umm. i wish i could get a tattoo...cuz i have like 2 new tattoo ideas. but im too scared to get them...so i have to draw em.

ive been thinking a lot lately..and im planning on being a director now. and the only reason for that is because i have like 4636436346 movie ideas. they pretty much all tie in with death and love and shit. like that. but its cooool. and i like it. and like. im going to start writing some of them. and of course some rape ones. that i have. ideas for. and yeeah. so i think maybew since i dont have any hw tonight, i shall start to write some..

my only problem with being a director is i have to be very leader like. and i kinda suck at that. just a little. and the other thing is...thats a fucking tough job. hmmmmm. so i dont know. i just want to write scripts. and shit. so they will probably be like stories at first. but yeah.
im pretty into romeo and juliet write now. im really into the whole idea of the story. how they died for love. im into it for some reason. ahhdsdshafd. so yeah, thats kinda an inspiration. plus tim burton is a biggie too, because i have all these weird shit...that will tie into the stories. but enough about that...cuz in like 2 days i wont give a shit anymore. haha.

i give up too fast. blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i dont know what else to say. im hungry..thats for one.

*grunt*

okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. what else?

im sick!!! hah! if that excites you. maybe i dont know. but yeah, i feel like shitttt.
and no one is online except for sara. whom thy loves. EEE!

okay well i think thats all really..if i think of something more important later..i will WRITE AGAIN.

tata! good byeeeee.

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ugh. [27 Nov 2005|07:14pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | fall out boy ]

i just want to say. i hate liking people. :(

bleh. i really want to die my hair. i want. black. blond. red. blue. orange. and green. but like all i need it bleach and die. and i can do it myself. i think.

viva might get her lip pierced. im scared for her. chris is gonna do it for her. hahah i cant wait to watch.
scary.

i cant stand needles. they freak me out. and hurt me.

im ready to like..not go to school tomorrow. it kinda sucks. it feels like we dont have it. but we do? probably because sara is sleeping over. but i want to see someone.

i hate school for the tests and hw. otherwise id have no problem with it. oh and getting up in front of the class. bleh..

i miss the day in the library.

okay i need to stop saying random shit outta nowhere. im hungry. and i need a hug...

okay well thats all for now, im going to go get food. bye.

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potter. [25 Nov 2005|10:14pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

okay. well its the day after thanksgiving. um. me and sara went and saw harry potter. the fourth one. It was REALLY good. i really liked it. i love going to late movies. it kinda sucks that malfoy wasnt in it a lot. but its alright. WE GOT TO SEE A NAKED HARRY!..now who wouldnt get excited about that? pshh.

okay well i dont rreally know what else to say. so im done for now.

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Roar [21 Nov 2005|08:37pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Relient K ]

OKay. well im not sure really what to right about. but this isnt going to be one of those retarted depressing entries. cuz i want to be a happy person. like i should be. :D

so. i dont know what to really talk about.

waht i want:

-a star wars poster
-a house of wax poster
-any other band posters.
-new shirts.
-bleh. more.

um and i want to go to another The Wicked show. andddd. i dont know. hahah im done. i dont know what else to talk about.

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. [18 Nov 2005|05:23pm]
[ mood | CRAZY. ]
[ music | sara's voice. ]

I REALLY LIKE HIM.

dont ask.

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blehk. [15 Nov 2005|08:45pm]
[ mood | bleh ]
[ music | Yule Shoot Your Eye Out ]

::whines::

i dont know what's up with me today. im really upset about something. and im not sure what it is. viva showed me the kid she thought i would look good with...it's like okay, i guess he is okay? but i don't know...I don't want to just go out with someone because I would look good with them...I don't even know him. Besides all the people I would want to go out with...would never even consider going out with me. so i kinda just give up. and it seems like eveyone else is just having better luck with that. like when they like someone at school, it looks like they have a good chance with them. With me its just like, okay here is another school crush, get over him. you'll never have him.

and then im so sick of falling in love with famous people. it fucking kills to know i will never be able to have them as much as i want them.

im not complaining, because surely, I don't even really want a BF now. but it kinda sucks to know that if all of a sudden I wanted one REALLY bad...I can't have one, because like i said. I like all the wrong guys...gr.

And then today I saw mikey's GF. and its like oh cool. i dont care, as long as he is happy. [even though i am jelous of her] but its like...not only is she mikey way's GF. she is just some pretty ass girl who came from a small town and her life is AMAZING. i swear. she has an awesome BF, she is now the bass player in From First to Last, she is fucking beautiful, and she hangs out with a bunch of other bands. im just really fucking jelous of her life. i wish my life was that awesome. but its like im too young now anyways...hopefully someday in my life i will see why god even decided to put me here. right now, im just kinda....nothing. i have no special talents, im not pretty, im not good at anything. im just some random girl who doesnt know what she is here for. Sometimes I wish i was the pretty girl that all the guys want...

I just want a beautiful guy. like gerard. or joe. but that cant. happen.

:'( god it sucks.

I have never been called attractive by a guy like ever...maybe like what once. and it kinda makes me feel bad...it would be nice to get that once in a while. but whatever, i cannot do anything. and im not about to TRY to impress anyone.

Well enough of the bad shit. here is some good stuff.

Well Graci, my pup is pregnant. and i guess any day now she will be having her pups. and so im REALLY excited about that. :D i hope all goes well, and all the puppies live. she will be a great mom, and Gizmo will be an awesome daddy.

Also I should be getting my Fall Out Boy tickets anyday now..so that's exciting. :D
I am sooo excited about this concert. AHH. i pray to god i get to meet them. I have soo much to ask joe. it would be awesome to meet them all.

School is also pissing me off, mostly because of all the tests, they just stress the fuck outta me. it would be nice to have at least 1 free week from tests. AHHH that would be nice. but that wont ever happen.

Me and Viva were at CVS and we got kicked out of the magazine isle becuase we were in the way of customers? i dont know, it pissed me off. mostly cuz fall out boy and my chemical romance were in TEENY BOPPER magazines. grrrr. get them outta there.

Well that's about all I can think of so I will be off on my way now.

-mojoe

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fucckker. [11 Nov 2005|11:42pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | none. ]

okay. well its 11:42 on friday night. viva is sleeping over. she is on my bed....asleep. im feeling quite angry right now....because i feel like im not good enough for anyone...here ill kinda show you what i mean.

a guy talks to me. YAY. that doesnt happen a lot. cooooool. he finds out im 15 but still talks to me. yayay. okay well now he is becoming 'famous' or whatever and when i ask him what he is doing he says.

"siting on the internet talking to some model girl"

ooo ok, fine i better shut up cuz im sure any guy would chose the model.yeah okay. sorry im not good enough for you anymore. whoops.

:(

and i hate how its like i want a BF...but i dont. im all like confused. but its like....i dont know. there is no one out there right now anyways. so bleh. ill just stick with loving ppl i cannot have. there we go...

it all works in the end. i know gerard and joe wouldnt betray me....for some model. SORRY IM NOT GOODLOOKING ENOUGH FOR YOU. blame my mother. not me.

gaww i have realized that i tend to complain about my problems a lot on here...and not about the good. well i dont know what is good right now so let me think..

OH. im ordering my Fall Out Boy tickets tomorrow. YES. now i know i am going. the only sucky part is i have to do SO much...cuz the tickets costed SO much...oh well.

oh and i found out that 'pete' has a GF too. whoopdy do.i didnt really like him, but i dont know. you want something more i guess when you cant have it...its just that feeling i guess. hmph. shiit well i better go before my mom kills me. adios.
-mojoe

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treeeeeeee...merry chritmas i could care less [08 Nov 2005|08:36pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Fall Out Boy: Yule Shoot Your Eye Out ]

Okay. I have a whole lot on my mind right now. and for some reason I feel like i should just burst out crying. So I think I am going to bore my livejournal with EVERYTHING on my mind. this might take a while....

1. Fall Out Boy: Okay...well i have been getting a lot of people telling me that im abandoning MCR. and im not....i still love MCR. they are my fav. band...its just fall out boy is really effecting me right now. i love them both..its just fall out boy is kind of going bigger. i dont know what it is. i just dont want ppl to think that im abondoning mcr. cuz like i said im not, i still love them they are my hero's.

2. CONCERT: well ive been trying to get these fucking tickets..and ive been outbid and lost so many times. im soo fucking scared im not going to get them. and i cannot miss fall out boy. i CANT. i need to see them. and this is a perfect show...i love those guys so much. fucking A. omg....im so fucking scared.

3. then i spent money on the backstage shit..and i cannot get anything. all i want to do is meet my fucking idols..is that too much to ask for?

4. then my heart is fucking going insane. i swear i dont know what to do to make it stop. now im in love with joe..and i cant fucking help it. but BLEH......its still pounding for Gerard..but it made room for joe and its fucking killing me inside. im sick of being in love....it hurts. :'( i swear my heart is like....fucking huge or something because i fall in love too much, and with all the wrongg ppl.

5. im sick of crying over the fact that everyone i grow to love...ends up being with someone else. i mean im not trying to be selfish or anything..but i just wish i had a chance. im not sure if joe has a GF but ive heard it a few times...luckily he is only 21 soo he has a long time ahead of him before he HOPEFULLY makes any big commitments....bleh i dont know.

6. i just want to fucking meet him. and him.

7. so bad..

8. school is just eating me up. i hate it. id rather be home looking at the beautiful pictures of the guys who own my heart. and hearing there beautiul voices/guitar. thats all i feel like i care about now. is my music and friends.

9. I hate the fact that i want to start a band..but girls cant make it. or at least thats what ive always been told. no one wants a band with a girl. everyone wants guys...

10. so now im considereing doing record labeling or....working for a radio station. my two options. or of course playing in a band..as bass or guitar.

11. im sick of not having money. there is sooo much i want right now.

12. i tried to join the OCK but the stupid thing wont take my moms credit card.....grr..hopefully we can use aunt lois's.

13. im sick of not wanting bf's...unless they are older and in a band..its getting lame. and i feel like a dumbass. i just want someone who gives a shit. and my school just doesnt consist of that. i just want to be in HIS arms...

14. i wish i had connections....

anyways thats all for now. there are many things boiling up inside me. and im already considereing writing a song called "My Heart Hurts for Him" who knows when i will decide to do that. well anyways.....thats all for now.

-Mojoe

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:( [07 Nov 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | sad. ]
[ music | Fall Out Boy ]

I am very sad. Because Sara needs to get online now.

I have been trying to buy this stupid OCK thing for a longgggg time. I just want to f-ing join....I want to see if maybe Sara's mommy with let us use her credit card, because mine isn't working.

Blehk.

okay well that's really all I have to say today. Had a normal day at school. nothing special.

-mojoe

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Bam Margera [06 Nov 2005|06:25pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Fall Out Boy ]

Today I saw BamBam. He was a cutie in person. Adorable, I tell ya. Aw.

I wish Don Vito was there...and like the MTV crew. That would've rocked. We did make a sign that said "I Fed Phil" and he looked at it and gave us the rock sign. It was amazing. His smile is beautiful.

Next people to meet before I die.

1.My Chemical Romance
2.Fall Out Boy

It WILL happen. I guarentee it.

And Viva will meet Ville.Maybe me too.:D

It's Sunday, which sucks ass. I don't want to go to school. Sadly, complaining won't do shit.

I think I am going to watch Scary Movie tonight. I want to see Jon.[maybe I can meet him too.]

I really am starting to love Fall Out Boy a lot...and I'm hoping no one assumes that I like them more than My Chemical Romance, because it isn't true. I love them both.

I am hopefully getting my Fall Out Boy tickets soon...when the bidding is over with. I just want my tickets, badly. I want to go to that concert more than anything. Iwill die when I meet Joe...

Anyways. I am pretty bored so I might continue to write for a little while, considering I am uploading tons of pics for my Jon site. (http://jonabrahams.proboards44.com)

So I shall rant and rave. Today I found out that Mr. Petey Wentz was at my My Chemical Romance concert...it's a shame I didn't see him. The following day they were at the mall's in Chicago too. Haha.

Thing I need to do:

1. Make a new myspace layout.
2. Make a new livejournallayout.
3. Add chapters to the fanfic.

yeah that's about it...

Okay well I am getting REALLY bored of writing so I think I will be done now.

-Mojoe

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gah blah [04 Nov 2005|02:12pm]
[ mood | IM SO HYPER AND ALONE ]
[ music | FALL OUT BOY. what do you think ]

okay. i dont know what to talk about. so.

thats about it.

but im hyper and alone?

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[06 Oct 2005|02:30pm]
[ mood | IDONTKNOW. ]
[ music | JELLYHEAD. ]

okay. i just realized i really need a new layout. im bored of this one. plus i made an awesome one for a community once with jon abrahams. so ill make another cool one for gerard. today was kinda lame. we had a half day. luckily its a 4 and a 1/2 day weekend. i hate biology. and modern world. im doing really bad in them. and i dont know waht to do.

its like 2:30 and i want sara to get home..im so fucking bored. im like at her house. haha.

i hate racism. alot.

there is this fly buzzing around my head. its bothering me. hmph.

i really want to go to another mcr concert. but i have to wait till next year. wtf is that. i miss themm already..i wish they would do two shows in chicago. or at least illinois. and then like i wish i could have went to the sept 21 show. it was in wisconsin on my bday. that would have been awesome. but nooooooooo. and gerard had piggy written on his arm.. aww. how cute is that.

i want romaance to be my sn. but someone already has it. :( so i did romaancee but thats so much and i dont know if i like it. i really like scaaryy but im bored of it. haha. at least my username on AA.net is romaance. so i have it somewhere.

i also realized that i like imageshack better than photobucket. hm. i made a bunch of new shit on my myspace. too. i like it. but not my backround all that much. i like the one i made for sara better. oh well haha. i tend to do that a lot.

im also very tired of people hating bands cuz they are popular, or liking bands because they are popular. i mean ive loved mcr since last year..and jsut becasue they are being overrun by little children...doesnt mean i should stop liking them. they are my lovers. i would never leave them.

i want to go to a fall out boy show. too. i love them too.

well im getting bored of this. so im gonna go now.

-mo way

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Gerrrarddddd [02 Oct 2005|08:34pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Jellyhead-CRUSH ]

Okay.. well it looks like i havnt written in a while. so i will now.

ive come to notice my love for gerard...is quickly....getting larger and larger...its becoming very strange to me. and like overwhelming? i dont know. i just love him so much..and i wish i could be with him. :( but yeah i dont know..

tomorrow is monday. FINALLY A FEW DAYS OFF THIS WEEK. phew. im soo sick of school, and im struggling so bad in modern world for some reason and biology...gaww..and tomorrow i have a test in spanish..its an oral part..and its hard. i have to answer 8 questions in 1 min. thats so fucking hard! GAWWWWWW. and graci is crying like a lil baby right now. and its annoying. gaw. i dont know. im gonna go listen to music and maybe go to sleep soon...even though its only 8:30. ill study or something for this test. i dont know. but i guess im done.

-Mo Way

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BEST DAY EVER. [25 Sep 2005|04:46pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance-Sister To Sleep ]

okay. well many of you know i went to the my chemical romance/alkaline trio/reggie and the full effect concert on September 18th, 2005 at the UIC Pavillion in Chicago. [[=Best Day Ever.]]

Well we all went camping that weekend. it was aweosme. then on sunday me and sara listened to my chemical romance on the way home. we had to drop of sara so she could get ready and we would come get her and aimee later. well then i bugged and bugged my mom to go and we finally left! so we went and we got kinda close ot sara's when i realized we forgot the tickets...so we had to drive all the way back. then when we got home i had to jump my fence to knock on my brothers window to open the door and i ran inside and grabbed the tickets.

blah blah. we drove drove. okay. we finally get to the UIC pavillion and my mom drops us off. we notice a lot of ppl going into the big like 5 story parking lots. so we go up the stairs into them. and hear music playing. so we run to the edge and look under and see the stage. so we could pretty much see backstage. and they were all like wlaking around. we were like on the 2nd floor of the lot. so we had a pretty good veiw. so we run to the edge and i saw ray. and i was like SARA ITS RAY. and i pointed to him .adn he waved to us. it was awesome. then mikey came out and we saw and waved to him to. and then frank and the same thing happened. it was like going aweoms.e then some security guard caught us and we had to leave. :( sadly i got nervous cuz we hadnt seen gerard. so we moped off. then i saw that ppl were still running into the lot. so we went up again. and we were like on the same floor. REALLY CLOSE. we were a truck away from them again. so all of a sudden gerard comes out. and im behind sara and aimee cuz there were so many ppl and i couldnt be leaning against the railing. so aimee grabs me and shoves me foward. i almost pissed my pants. i had to pee soooooo bad. so i was just staring at him in awe....it was amazing so he waved to us a bunch. which was adorable. and some ppl were like tlaking to him...but he didnt know who so he kept running along the line of ppl with his eyes...and ours met...it was like the most amazing feeling everrr.....GAW...so like he lit a cigarette and some girl told him he shouldnt be smoking before goign on stage. i laughed and he putn it out..it was great. well then we stood there watching and some guy came out to tell us to turbn our flashes off and to be quiet. so we did. but i coudl still see frank and gerards head. and then the concert was soon they all were out of site and we got in line.

so yeah. then we went in. and like there was soo many ppl but the place wasnt that big....suprisingly....... anyway we got our seats. then we watched reggie who weere awesome! i really like them. and then alkaline trio1!! which was great...we got our shirts and posters. then we waited for mcr to come on. AND THEN THEY FINALLY CAME OUT! THE WHOLE CONCERT WAS AWESOME. few things that happened.

1. They sang every song from revenge, and a few from bullets. :D
2. Sara and I screamed EVERY lyric to EVERY song the wholle night.
3. Gerard had us say "HEY GRANDMA!" to the sky. it was adorable.
4. Gerard touched himself plenty. ;D
5. Him and Frank did get VERY close at one point.
6. Him and Frank had there share of getting on the floor. mm.
7. There was a point when gerard took his coat off. and i died.......GAW. he was wearing short sleaves.
8. THE THING THAT KILLED ME THE MOST: During vampires gerard pulled the top of his shirt opened letting the top button release. sara and i sqeazed eachothers hands.
9. Gerard told us we made them feel more at home, than Jersey ever had.
10. They sang a new song, i cried, and its the best song ever.
11. Gerard told a story about Timmy, and pretened to be God. [[just ask me if you want ot know more about that]]
12. The vibrating in my chest was like sex to me. it felt soooooo good. :D
13. I relalized i really wanted to be up there doing that.
14. IT WAS THE BEST DAY EVERRRRRRR!!!!

if you wish to know more....just ask me!!!

ps.

wednesday was my b-day and sara got me a monkey. i named him Gerarldo. He lives with Jon Athan and PatrickE Stump. There last name is Wumpathan. i love them. i will put a pic of them up sometime.

and im getting a new computer!!! YAY. okay thats all.

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well [06 Sep 2005|09:11pm]
[ mood | calm ]

okay. well once again i havnt updated in a while. just wanted to say.

my day will come. im going to meet my chemical romance if it kills me.

nuff said.

okay. im done for now.

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wow [23 Aug 2005|04:16pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | Dance, Dance- Fall Out Boy ]

okay.well i havnt wrote in a LONG time. last thing was about warped which was soo long ago. so i shall write now. well tomarrow is my first day of school. GAW. i dont want to go. i'd rather go see gerard and yeah. okay im lame. but anyways.lets just say i dont want to be a freshman. i wish i was a senior. i have being in a new school. but ohhh well....bleh. im really not in the mood to write but i have a few more things to say.

okay. well ON SEPTEMBER 18th im going to see my chemical romance at UIC pavillion. I CANT WAIT. omg. im so happy to be able to see Gerard in person agian...i love him so much. well here are the things i want to ask/say to him if i ever meet him.

1. Gerard, I love you. [thats an important one. i want him to know]
2. Is you hair origonally black or was it brown when you were born?

and yeah i want him to tell me he loves me...even if he doesnt really love me. it will just make me feel good. and i want to HUGGG him more than ANYTHING. and kiss him on the cheek. or him kiss my cheek whatever happens. hehe. and yeah i just want to spend at least a few minuets with him. cuz i love him mroe than anything. so yeah. im done. wish me luck at school.....bleh.

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warped tour [26 Jul 2005|02:04pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance ]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. okay. well on july 23rd me and sara went to warped tour. lets just say the night before was a living hell. we couldnt sleep at all. we pretty much lied there for hours telling eachother we couldnt sleep and we were too excited. we even drank warm milk....egh. it was sick. and it didnt help. we finally fell alseep at like 2:30 and woke up at 4:50. then we all got ready. ahhh i just wanted to leave it was killing me. so we went to sara's to get her mom. then we left. the car ride didnt take too long, about an hour and a half. but me and sara listened to my chemical romance on the way there. then we passed the tweeter center, but they werent letting anyone in yet. so we went to some egg reseraunt. ahh me and sara didnt want to be there. we were like going crazy. then it started to rain and we FREAKED cuz it wasnt supposed to. then luckily it stopped, and most everything dried up really fast.

then we finally got dropped off at the tweeter center and got in line. these guys behind us were like "we will give you 60 dollars for your tickets and get we'll get naked" and im like ....no....so like we already knew we were gonna be annoyed a lot. well then we found out we werent aloud to have backpacks...of course. so me and sara folded our bags up to make them look smaller, sadly mine opened up right when i was getting in, but she let me keep it. but she like had to pat me down....ehh that was uncomfortable. oh well. then we were finally in! we were like walking around and couldnt find anytthing. we were like lost. haha. we also saw kara which was really awesome. well then we finally asked where the north stage was, which was actually now the bishop stage. we got like in third 'row' in the pit. which turned out to be a living hell. i didnt even know the band, except the lead singer was hot. haha. but we were getting thrown around like crazy for like 6 songs.....ahhh....i wanted to die. so we got out of it and got a water bottle. well then that was that. we just had to wait for my chemical romance at 3:35. so we were wlaking around a lot and got stopped by this guy in a band who sold us his cd. he was really hot and looked exactly like travis barker. haha so we bought his cd which is really good.then decided we needed to sit down. so we went and sat on the ground next to the fence near the bishop stage while some other band was playing. thats when the first AWESOME thing happened. i happened to turn my head and i saw some guy walking on the other side of the fence, i didnt think anything of it cuz thats what ppl were doing the whole time, so i just looked away, but they remebered the red hoodie that frank wore before. so i looked back quickly and freaked out. it was FRANK! ahhh and he was wesaring a red hoodie with the hood up his face was soo innocnet. so i was like sara sara sara sara sara. its....frank. and she turned around and then i saw bob! and i was like ahhhhhh its bob! and she started running and yelled to bob! he turned around and smiled and waved. HE IS SO CUTE. so then we like freaked out and started following them, but we lost frank. and so we were searching for a long time until we saw bob going back to wher he came from, so we followed him back. then we were going back to where hte fence shows backstage and sara yells ITS MIKEY and we both run over there. and he was RIGHT there. 1 inch away on the other side of the fence. omg...he was sooo beautiful.......his eyes!! aahhhhhh. he had like purple eyeshadow on. omg i wanted to freak! he was sooooo hotttt. and i just wanted to cry, sadly sara was able to get him before he had to go, but i never got his autograph. :[ i was sad. i am sad. but anyways, seeing him was AWESOME. well then............*deep breath* all of a sudden this girl yells GERARD! and i just freaked. i looked through the fence. (sara and i were leaning on it) and there was gerard............about 5 feet away. omggg....he was wearing his bullet proof vest tank top thingy....omg..and i was PRAYING before the concert he would go sleeveless. and he did! and his hair had the blond on top. omgggg.....i was ready to flip out. i was almost in tears, they werre like in my eyes building up. and he like with the ppl who got backstage passes. and he started jogging around and all the girls behind me were freaking out and yelling for him. and i was just in shock..then....he ran back. hhaha. all the girls were like pissed off and calling him an assshole and im like OMG no he's not. he is busy! GOD SHUT UP! and like then he was head banging to the other band, then he kept spacing out looking at over where we were, and he waved and smiled to us!!!!! AHHHHHH i was like omgmgomgomgogmgg. and then like he went in the truck and didnt come out. so sara and i got ready to go in the pit, we got kinda far in but before they even came on....ppl were already moshing, so right as they came on with im not oaky, me and sara began barging out of there. we like ran to the other side of the stage. i wanted to cry that i was missing them. it sucked sooo bad. so we fianlly got to the other side and began getting into it. and like it was just amazing. singign with gerard was sioooooo awesome. and like during it he had to stop during a song cuz some girl was getting trampled...and it was sooo sweet he was like calling for security and even when i told my dad about that he was like wow he is an awesome guy and im like YES he approves. yeah well anyways. here were some things he said during the show.

If you're racist, prejudice, homophobic, or just a plain ass whole......go home. get out of the audience, out of the park, don't listen to us, return our CD. Just go the fuck home."

"I want to screw all of chicago!" ((hbehehhe i want you to screw me too gerard.)

and when the girl was getting trampled he was like "okay, on the count of three everyone is going to back up, 3...2...1....back the fuck up ....3...2....1. back the fuck up. and he siad it in a lowish voice it was soooooo cute.. and sweet...and then like everyone was backing up, even i did. even though i didnt have to but gerard told me to. so i felt i had to haha. more quotes.

"Chicago is like our second home!" ((HEHEHE YES!!!))

thats cuz its bob's first.

then he would put the mike in his mouth and make this wooaahhp sound, klinda like the sound viva sara and i make, and like he did it like 5 times until finally the audience relized it was time to do it back. haha. it was aweosme.

so many ambulences were coming in and out though, from all the ppl getting hurt. it was crazy.

IT WAS DEFINALTY THE BEST DAY EVER!. hopefully something even better will happen next time i go to see mcr. but it was amazing.....omg....if you want to know more just im me. but i think i covered like the whole thing.

byebye.

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